Don't worry both definitions are xian false.... we Atheists are mostly in the closet 28 centuries now when Greeks defined Atheism as freedom from all religions.... the Agnostic term was invented by Huxley who deserted Darwin attacked by xians for evolution .... there is no 3rd term only Atheism and theism .... Huxley dodged the bullet by pretending WE CANNOT KNOW any alleged gawds exist somewhere..... the concept itself is gibberish impossible irrational ....bible gawds quoran gawds Hindu gawds are all just stupid made up stories to rape women and brainwash boys into lifelong violence and sex entitlement

Thank you so much everyone for your thoughts. I'm more at ease with how I feel now. Less confused now amazingly enough 🥰