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7 days until the one year mark. I've hit all the other firsts. Birthdays, anniversaries, holidays. I am having a hard time with this last first. Today last year he was still alive. He was in my arms. I was kissing him and he was kissing me. I miss him so much. I can hear his voice in my head, calling me Momma. It's like a whisper in my ear.

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First are very, very, difficult. I'm odd. It didn't hit me the day of and I thought that was odd. A few days later I was a mess and stayed that way for a week.

freeofgod Level 8 Mar 30, 2019
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Get through it the best way for you. I just went through the 1st yr of anniversaries. One I stayed in bed and slept , another I did something he would like and others I got out around people. Do whatever feels right for you.

Gypsy494 Level 7 Mar 29, 2019
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Coming up on our Anniversary on Apri 22nd. The first year without your love is so very hard. Sending hugs your way.

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We understand how personal and raw it is. Thank you for sharing

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Almost 9 years and the empty pain still is there ... my heart goes out to you... be well and peace

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I just passed 3 years. Memories rushed back and they will forever. Cherish them.

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