As long as you think of yourself this way, why should anyone else have a different opinion?
Find a support group for cancer patients, it should be low or no cost.
Talk to your dictor(s) about meds that could help.
Treat yourself to something really nice (Chocolate? Music? Sunset?) Every Single Day!

No one is a waste of space. You may be feeling low right now, but that doesn't make you a bad person or unworthy of love and respect. I feel taht way when I feel down, too. It's so easy for me to be hard on myself, I have to remind myself that I matter. After going through cancer, it's become even more vital.

Hi, Outcast, and welcome to the website,

Sorry you're feeling down.

By the way, this website has a bit of a learning curve.

If you answer the profile questions and write your profile, listing your hobbies and interests, you'll earn website points, and members can get to know you. It helps to be positive.

Commenting on posts and writing your own earns more points. At level two you can private message people, and at level eight you get an agnostic T-shirt.

The website uses profile algorithms to find member matches, so the more details one includes, the better the match.

Many people prefer to see a written profile talking about interests, hobbies, and backgrounds that can be quickly perused to find compatible partners.

In case you didn't know yet, to find members near you, click on the "Browse" button at the top of the page, then on "Members," and enter your preferred search parameters.
Click on the "Discuss" button, then "Nearby" to find members near you also.
Or click on the "About" button at the top left of the page to find links to FAQ or the website tutorial.

I'd say you might need a glass of this marvelous Merlot I'm enjoying... and some Peruvian chocolate to go with it.
What are you battling to stay alive?
You've lots of compadres' here!

I am sorry your situation is so dire. Find purpose in your life. Save an animal in a cage for the crime of having no home. Plant a garden. Take a trip to somewhere you always wanted to go. Play bingo at the local community center. Do something to make the world better so that you do not feel so useless. Find purpose in your life. No one can do it for you. It is in your hands to make your life better.