I must say I don't understand this, feel free to explain please. To be honest I'm not attracted by these philosophies who pretend that you don't see what you see, don't feel what you feel etc. I consider it as a bypass, a defense mechanism to deny reality. Especially when reality sucks.
Everyone you know has a different view of your existence and your view of your existence is but one of many. Stay tuned for your funeral, listen carefully and learn how you existed in the eyes of the many.