Did it fuck? borrowed one of my dad's Playboys when I was about 11. I beat my bishop for the first time that day but kept stopping because I didn't understand the feeling. in the end, I came and it was so good I did it another 5 times till my cock was sore.I actually thought you just pissed at a woman to make her pregnant lol. I've never looked back. I've broken a couple of beds too in my mum's house with my girlfriends at the time.

Yep. Serious mind fuckery. Teaching you to be ashamed of sexual feelings is seriously not a nice thing to do to a kid subject to hormones. I don't think it's a stretch to call such repressive ideology perverse. Denying human sexuality is indeed, the real perversion! Took me awhile to get over the self-judgement I adopted thanks to having these ridiculous and unrealistic scruples forced on me as a child. To this day, I have a vitriolic and defensive side that asserts itself when I hear others "slut-shaming" or otherwise chastising someone for being sensual or sexual. I try to censure the censuring as best I can. It's actually pretty fuckin' insidious, even a lot of people who eschew abrahamic faiths "cling" to the perversion of sexual repression and condemnation. Kinda sad.

So what you're saying is that every Mormon that has ever lived is a sinner? I find it hard to believe that they all abstain from a basic bodily function, so

Sort of in a funny way. My first wife and I were living together. We traveled to Dallas to spend the holidays with my parents. My dad, a strong Catholic said we could not sleep together so I slept with my brother on his water bed and my then partner slept in my old bedroom downstairs. On the eve my brother got up and went downstairs and switched places with my partner. I had not expected this and brought no condoms. Guess what? She got pregnant on that day (the water bed only added to this). So that day I got 2 gifts.