So I recently left a toxic relationship that lasted two years. I am a mom of two and I admit I let of of the guy I was with a month or two before he told me what he had been doing behind my back. And I want hurt. Or even mad because I already knew. But it want until I saw my little sister so happy with her new man and he is amazing to her and her kids and. In not jelus but a little taken back by how lonely I really am. I always been a loner but even now with it me and my kids all day and night. Idk I just feel this longing in my chest.