I don't believe I ever believed. Went church because my parents made me go. My Dad "religiously" took me. Found out later he'd drop me off & went to a bar morning poker. LOL. Had go prep school. Had 2 horrible experiences with men of the cloth" in Vietnam. Both were phony. Sad story.
My occupation 38 years was with the Judicial Branch in Connecticut.
I retired at 55, April Fools Day. Originally from CT, I moved to the Florida Keys.The last 18 years I have de-stressed on a beautiful island. I live in what I believe is a paradise. I feel removed from the world & watch the destruction of the mainland by this president. I am missing one thing, a companion to share my world, to take evening walks, go to the many beaches, cook , laugh with, hang out with the Key Deer, snuggle with, care , learn with. be there her during bad times, cherish our good times, provide what is necessary a wonderful life.