The road has been long with many twists and turns, some doors I opened led to ruination while others brought lightness. Usually bad at choices, so wait now for what comes next. It helps to do good for others without need for recompense. Belonging to no religion, I still read the sayings of Christ. Do I believe in God? Not the one handed down to me by this culture. Nature is God. As for church, the sermons are/were just to simplistic. Nature takes back into herself what she loves and transforms it into something else of more grandeur. Do we live on? Yes, for as Whitman wrote, if ever there was death, it ceased when life appeared. Everything goes onward and outward. Anyway the church is an abomination to all that is good and right. Two thousand years hanging on a cross.