I am in love with my best friend. She is married, but hates her husband. She's handicapped, like me, and always cries and stuff whenever she's alone. She's been depressed since she was 8, because her father used to beat her mom, and cuss and scream at her and her brother. She said she loves me, too. But here lately, I'm "just a friend". I'm beginning to think that my friendship with her is all for nothing. I can't just be her friend. And I know she is married, but I want her more than anything. I'm not trying to sound desperate, or stalkerish. I'm just telling it like it is. She's always on my mind, and she says I'm always on hers. So what do you guys think?