This is always the hardest part for me. I am a very private person. Also I'm a paranoid person so it can be very hard to trust new people. I have always had my theological doubts but over the course of my lifetime and after trying many religions and many many different churches and not feeling accepted I've really just been left feeling like religion in general is used as a scare tactic to keep people in line. Because God forbid you be able to think for yourself and separate fact from welll... whatever makes up most popular religions. I could really go on and on but I wont. I do believe there is a force that manages to keep the chaos in check but I do not believe in religion and I don't think anyone has to to be a decent human being.
That said I'm just taking a journey and hope to meet some friends along the way that can add to my base of knowledge or assist in correcting my path. So don't be shy that's my job!