Struggle with creation questions about apparent design. God as taught is very hard. “Exert yourself vigorously get past the door”. Most not making it. Impossible. Quoting ‘The Devil’s Advocate’ movie:
“He gives man... instincts.
He gives you this extraordinary gift,
and then what does He do?
I swear, for his own amusement...
...his own private, cosmic...gag reel...
...He sets the rules in opposition.” Universe could have been in existence and a creature set about tera-farming on planet stable because of giant moon. Seeded life? Or not.