At this moment I have no idea where to begin. I suppose that's a good enough start as any. I'm not even sure why I'm here to begin with. I guess some part of me isn't completely dead yet. I wonder what I'm holding out for! It certainly isn't love, maybe friendship, who knows!? But love, love is just a miserable lie and I'm over being heartbroken! There's nothing left there to take for granted anymore, anyway.