Okay, I really can't say whether I ever believed. Long story short, started going to church at 9 because preacher's kid was school friend, was actively questioning/rejecting by age 12, full-blown atheist/non-churchgoer by 14. Have never returned. Became active in the atheist community around 1990, at the age of 35, shortly after I returned to school and finished my BA and MA.
Spent most of my life teaching English and working weddings on weekends as an Emcee/Photographer/Videographer, have spent more time in various churches, synagogues, mosques, and temples than most believers. Now semi-retired. Would consider a move but only to another warm state/country, I live in Florida but grew up in Indiana and hate snowy weather! Have given serious thought to moving out of the USA to a South American or Asian country within the latitudes acceptably warm.