MY AGE IS IMPATIENT. It must be now, for I feel the crush of eternity, which will scatter my memories like precious diamonds, falling heedlessly into the dark ocean of unknowing.
So sweet, soft naked nights of passion, full open mouthed kisses, licking breasts, full throttle free from terror penetration, I'm cumming, I'm cumming, then I came with throbbing enormous release, the way to the womb open.
Loving caresses & deep talk, in bed all night, beyond the daily patter, baring my twisted self as she bared hers. Knowing her more than sexually, but really.--the nakedness of the soul
Who are you now, a phantom that visits my dreams, filling me with sadness for your loss, but all is lost, the maw of existence swallows us up.
I am left now with the sad wisdom of age, passion cooled like a hot cup of coffee left too long, feelings floating without a home, longing for the pain & ecstasy of what was.
But waiting for the embrace of my next lover--the ALL