So now I am spayed. And, according to the doctors, the cancer hadn't spread and I will be OK. I'm so lucky, considering how long it took me to get help! Another week or 2 and I should be able to resume "normal" life. I hope sex is still fun without all my parts! I'm more worried about working again--my muscles have all shriveled up, and the high altitude of Colorado Springs makes me constantly tired and short of breath. Then there's my broken wrist, which still isn't right 2 months later....I've always been a hard worker so it will be weird this time around. It's approaching the year anniversary of when I escaped my marriage. My new life has had many challenges. I so appreciate the support here at Agnostic, especially this wonderful group!