I appreciate the comments, but I think I'm just going to set this ambition aside for the time being.

Can't say I'm into poetry, but I've typed some extensive posts on various topics on another app awhile back, and once I got started I couldn't stop. If you decide on poetry, make sure it is on a topic you feel very passionate about, that helps. At times I could go on and on about topics such as tech gadgets and cyber security, so doing an extensive review on them comes easy to me. On another note...Crow Bot is my favorite from Mystery Science Theater.

Writing is kind of like cooking; if you think it's not good enough, maybe you can add a little something to it to make it better. And if you are not happy with a rough draft, you have the opportunity to revise it as much as you like. (Kind of like making a dish over and over to get it right.) Maybe jot down images or feelings you want to addresss. Or find a picture/painting that you like and take notes on how that makes you feel. It's all up to you, and no one else has to see it, until you choose to make it available.

be brave. it's just a pile of words.