What I am taking w me from 2020 Is random pictures of pranks and surprises I have found in my desk during the last 10 months .
And my boys .
And the fact that it was a shitty year .
We survived .
2020 , emotions , fears , anger , disbelief of how unkind and stupid humans can be , illustration of racism , misogyny , pedophilia , religion insanity and harm , selfness .
I survived bcz I had a job that kept me busy emotional and physical , and a brain that had conveniently no time to process all the hideousness .
I also survived bcz of a team of Assholes , my work kids , who fed me , gave me hugs , wiped tears , and covered my mouth w their hands when absolutely about to lose my job w my temper and limits .

I also survived by trying pay attention to the kindness and selfless acts of humans around me , seen people coming through for others , strangers , random . That helped . That was my balance point .

Believe it or not , I survived by checking this site on my phone , reading most of u , sharing frustration and laughs .
In private msgs , u all need to know , if wasn’t for Vera ( Lavergne ), I will had lost my mind , one patient at the time , one crisis at the time.
And Ms Marion , when your morning selections arrive at my hospital at 0400, I want u to know , a bunch of losers doctors and nurses are use to it , and looking Frwd every morning to end a shift w music .
2021 , bring it one . “Wegonnamakeit “.
Ps :
Apparently my team thinks I am an asshole . And that’s fine by me♥️