I got my first college degree from a Lutheran college and took 5 of its religion classes while there. I could also share the papers I had to write in them with you. I then spent many years involved in church things. I got to the point that it is now time to read the Bible from beginning to end and while doing that my neurons were asking questions and I was double checking my college notes and reading additional things. I then got to the point that I couldn't accept the Abrahamic religions.
I have also read several other theistic belief things, and their supposed application of all the omni things of their beliefs and also can't accept any of them. I have also thought about deistic things and because of my learning I can say it has both good and bad things. So, ultimately I am an agnostic who borders on being an atheist.

I think tho.