I found myself at just the plus side of 50 left with a “WTF? Over?” thought in my head. They say lowest point, right? Trust me I'd been lower but at this point I wasn't given a choice of staying in hell or getting out, I was being rudely ejected from hell into who knows what.

That's where I was. Like everyone, I went through emotion after emotion, shitty action after shitty action. I finally settled on educating myself on what the heck just happened in my life, why and how to prevent a repeat.

I began doing just that, educating myself about my situation. I could feel myself getting stronger and stronger as I learned more each day. Soon I turned my learning inward. That's when things started to really click. When I began to fully understand my shortcomings and failures I realized that among all humans I've ever met, I among them am the most ignorant fool of all. I accepted this fact. I devoted myself to being less of an ignorant fool every single day for the rest of my life. My life had improved a lot to that point. That decision brought about even greater change.

I'm becoming whole. I'm picking up signals. I'm processing faster and more data than ever. I'm tuning into my emotional and spiritual side which is stronger and deeper than I ever imagined. I am unconquerable, only by death itself. Negative energy flees in my presence or is flung away without a calorie burned.

I like where I am but I'm in love with the travel. It's about the journey and along the way there are destinations that defy description. What is life about? Learning and growing. If you're not learning and growing, you're dying.

Enjoy life