I wish i had more optimism to share ,but its in short supply.life is the survival of the shrewest.you will live and die early if your not shrewd enough.iv become a loner due to my exsperiences in life being around people playing the fake game of life i find them tedious and sad.when i was being abused by a paedophile when i was a kid and there was know god to help me ,my life was set to be unhappy.its like a dagger to my heart everytime i hear someone says god loves us.a more psycotic thing can't be said than this nonsence,shame on all the cowards who insist on peddling this madness