What am I looking for?
Well I'm looking to lose my self in the company of another for a couple hours. There are many ways to do this, a conversation over drinks, dancing and every ones favorite, sex.
I'm a decent guy, intelligent, kind of a strange duck at times to be admitted and after loosing a bunch of weight looking pretty damn good. Loosing the weight has had some unintended consequences.
For the first time in a very long time, I'm not only healthy, I'm full of energy, focused, driven and just plain happy.
The problem, it's been a long time and even longer since it everything has worked as it should. Now considering I spend 90% of the day at half mast I think the not working problem won't be a issue.
I'm a decent guy that has been hijacked by his cock, I swear it feels like puberty all over again.
Not sure what to do, planning on taking my fitness to the next level. I'm hoping to use this excess energy and put it too good use, and hope that it settles everything down. I've had to step away from dating sites for the most part because even thinking about it is enough.
Right now I spend most of the day trying not to think about fucking every beautiful woman I see, and failing.
I wish I was into guys, this would be so much easier.
I'm a decent guy, but sometimes you just need to fuck.