Hello. Brand new here. Need some friends. Been a rough week Lost my girl who I love very much. She just didn't see me as a long term because of our religious beliefs. She told me this from the start. I was willing to except her and not judge her but she couldn't except mine I guess. I thought I could change her mind if I payed attention and never disobeyed. We never argued or had any disagreements. She probably thought I would do something to mess things up but I made sure I was absolutely perfect. Our bond was growing too strong so she killed it ;( She thinks I should be grateful for the fun we did have but its deathly traumatizing to lose someone you love. And worse than death even cause she only chooses to be dead to me She chooses to live for others and I didn't even do anything wrong. I absolutely did everything perfect. Everything she said. She didn't take advantage of my kindness like most people would try. Another reason why I liked her so much. She had a job, 40 hours a week, car, her own place, drop dead gorgeous, we laughed, everything was perfect. She knew it was only going to be harder in the end. How sad ;(
I got my own place, own car, more than one even, I'm not an addict to anything, we both smoke weed, I'm almost 40 but I'm in ok shape I think. Better than average. I'm just sick of disappointment and cold hearted people.