It's funny how life can be ups and downs and how on the ups theres a lot of people surround you and you try to advise those people to not make the same mistakes you have done and how on the downs they all turn their backs like you never existed , so many time trough life I tried to isolate myself from everyone including family cause you can't tolarate people hypocrisy towards everything (religion,morals,political views) when you see things in a particular way and how ugly humanity is and the only people around you just tells you "hey it will get better " but how do they know. you get strong , you fight always pushing forward and still no results so isolation it's the only option for peace in mind. To just be alone in order to not get hurt or have any kinda stress but yet you still feel inside like something has to be done , that one can still make a difference trough discipline yourself out of negativity . To help those in need and bright their day when the system has failed them, in order to keep moving forward. Someone has to do it otherwise no one will. Just be an example to others that inside you can be better and make people realize that they can be better, don't quit , don't give up , stand for what's right and decent even when the world its aginst you . Just a though.
You are not alone, no matter how alone you feel. There are lots of other people who feel and think like you do, they are just afraid to let it show sometimes. Don't give up. You are on the right track. All the great people who believed in humanity were alone to start of with.
I always try to look for the good, seeing the bad is too easy in fact we're designed to see it first.
Your brain can be trained to see good things instead and after practicing this for a while life becomes happier for you from your new perspective