It doesn't consume my thoughts and frankly never has.

Also ... such fears aren't actionable. It's like being afraid of air.

Everything that happens is good from a higher perspective. There is absolutely nothing to be afraid of.

The thing is, death is going to happen whether you fear it or not.
If you spend any time at all fearing death, you're going to be wasting an awful lot of time you could be living your life.

First, learn how to spell, my friend. This is not texting.

Now for your query… I am not afraid of death, but of the pain I will feel heading to the last moments of my life. My wife is a nurse and I know what drugs are available to relieve the pain, so I am not overly worried. I am most concerned with how Kathy will get along without me and with my minimal life insurance. Being on a fixed income, it is hard for a 66+ year old man to afford much.

No....death happens. That's it.

Don't think or worry about it at all. It just is....

It wasn't easy to cope with losing the Christian idea of eternal life. I'm content with the concept of becoming part of the cosmic consciousness. That consciousness might be completely impersonal but who know?