Wonderful.....I'm sorry to hear that you feel depressed. I don't have a solution. But know that there are people who care about you. I do....
Since I figured out that roughly 50% of people ( that voted at all ) voted for Trump, my formerly poor opinion of humanity took a severe nosedive. I now despise virtually everyone.
Don't give up on the human race....PLEASE. There are many people out there who are GOLDEN. I hope you are feeling better. @ForTheBirds