I keep following my dreams, regardless of whether or not I can make a living with them, because I simply love them. It's those passions and creative pursuits that give my life meaning and help make me feel whole.

You never give up
You adjust

In high school, I was pressured to become a professional flutist. At age 17, I realized my tendency to be a perfectionist would make me constantly unhappy. I was endlessly pushing myself- thinking I was stuck on a plateau- to improve:

Breath control
Dynamics
Fingering

Intonation
Expression
Tonguing and articulation
Vibrato
Sight reading

Posture
Open throat
Embouchure
Flexibility
Finger dexterity
Hand position.... Auuugh!

Instead, I taught private flute lessons to help pay for my bachelor degree. Played duets with a friend. Playing flute gives me comfort and emotional expression.