A sort of poem before I sleep.

I wish I could snuggle with you tonight. I wish I could feel your quiet breath upon my chest. I wish I could hold off the cold for you. I want to be there with you, feel you, experience you, just you, life.

I wish I could feel your nails digging into my back, my hands tangled in your hair, my teeth on your neck, your mouth smashing into my own, eager, probitory. I want to hear your throaty growl, I want you to feel my entire body gasp, I want to be squeezed so hard it hurts, life.

I want to be with you when you're ready to say good bye. I want to hold your hand just a little longer. You will feel my tears on your cheeks, my soul leaving with you, life. It was never just nice knowing you; it will forever be all I've ever wanted, life.