Any former christians on here still struggle from deprogramming your minds. I was enlightened a few years ago and can see clearly now how it was all bullshit but a part of me still thinks i'm going to hell for thinking this way.
It can take a while. The best remedy is to read everything you can about how to think scientifically, and about how evolution works in particular. Changing a belief is one thing, but fortifying that change with knowledge is another thing entirely. It speeds the progress. Best wishes.
The first step that i took was watching "Christian Dilemmas" on Youtube. The people in there just kept pounding fact after fact after fact as to why it wasn't true. So i either had to use my common sense brain or stay in fairytale land. I decided then that you can't fight facts and that christianity was just like other religions and myths. I remember thinking how crazy it was for a muslim to believe that Mohammed flew to heaven on a winged horse yet it normal to think that a donkey could talk in the bible or ellijah flew to heaven in a whirlwind then i realized that my thinking was just as crazy as their thinking