If you were a Christian at one point, I was just wondering what made you decide to NOT be a Christian? I know what it was for me but what was it that coerced you make that choice? Do you find yourselves second guessing your ultimate decision or are you good with it? There was one man who said something that stuck with me and that was Gandhi. He said, "I like your Christ, but Christians not so much. They are so unlike their Christ". Truer words have not been spoken and they apply now more than ever it seems. Peace.
Coerced is too strong a word. More like recognizing how seriously grotesque has been the behavior of christians through the ages, I could not possibly identify with them.