I grew up going to church everytime the doors opened. I have posted or commented on agnostic here my story of leaving christianity and the biblical studies I have done personally not in a group setting since leaving. To answer your question as a former Christian attending a bible study I would say boring could be used to describe the experience in part. The few bible studies I have attended as being former Christian would be more so described best as saddened or disheartened.

There is a lot of text and themes to weed thru, there is the slight differences in language that gets lost in translation and there are those that write reference materials like translation dictionaries that has perhaps bias or for brevity and doesn't exactly explain the original text meaning and usage.

Here is a synopsis I will try to make to see if you think you could understand it from the biblical text. With out debating truth or fiction of Jesus character, Jesus character would be Angelic lord of host lucifer the devil that was a creation of the old testiment people-Gods by way of them speaking Jesus character into existence. Biblically it indicates it is the "Lord" that is Egyptian and now bringing about the requirement of identification for taxation and government control, commercial capitalism wage slave labor being enforced by the Masonic lodge secret religion racist devil worshippers since their freedom from England July 4th, 1776 to rape this land from the original indigenous inhabitants calling them such but not limited to Mexican, Indian and native American.