Well, you've made one good and one bad move for starters! The good move is that you have recognised your imperfections. The bad move is that you 'feel so unworthy of any man's arms'! First of all, realise that EVERYONE has imperfections. Then recognise that there are very many men out there who would love to have you in their arms. It may take a while to find one, and there may be disappointments along the way, but unless YOU think that YOU are capable of making someone happy, you'll never get the chance. And remember one of the crucial points above - whoever you find will have his imperfections too - just learn to accept them.