I feel welcome and happy to be on this site. I don't feel alone and cast out like i was before and im truly thankful . Thank you . At home im ganged up aganist and people have made it seem like it was me being close off. When really it was them attacking me. I walk alone so im taunted with love and affection and glare stares since im outcasted . Random people with there kids follow me and act discretly about but use symbolic messages. Show disgusting and distasteful things in my path so i can react . Its annoying im harrassed by neighbors and people in my community. And when they show kindness its in vain. I was so angry and bitter and believed it was my fault for not understanding. Now that i found a community that either had experience or understand i feel a lot better because i was so boxed out with out being told anything. My community made me feel fat ugly shameful incompetent. And down right small but being on this site help me feel empowered . So thanks.