My father wanted me to be a teetotaler. He wanted me to go to bed at a decent hour. He also told me to never buy anything on credit. Because my father was clearly wrong on other issues, I neglected his good advice. I also picked up the bad behavior I could use. I'd like to make a public apology to his son. I'm sorry, me.
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When I was a kid, I thought my parents were stupid. The older I got, the smarter my parents got.
@Fred_Snerd my parents were great. I was the hateful idiot. I've improved with age.
I wish I could say that...both my parents were dullards. My mother thought a cat could suck a baby's breath away and kill it. My father thought women had "heat cycles" like cats and dogs...he was 23 before he found out differently.
At some point, I reasoned that many of the unproductive habits and attitudes that I had when I fled the family of origin may well have been my parent's fault. But every year that passed since then was an opportunity to review, revise and work toward becoming who I would like to be.
I also came to realize many children did not survive their parents. So as dysfunctional and as toxic as they were, I still have a lot to be grateful to my parents for.
When you are twice the age when you fled the family of origin, by that time at least half of your attitudes, personality traits and habits are your (or my) own fault. No one else to blame any more. Ownership only increases from there.
If you are lucky enough to live so long, you will realize that some of these bad habits/traits/characteristics are what they are and have lasted so long because you LIKE them.
At that point, stop fighting. Just enjoy life and love those that you can.
@Fred_Snerd If you hang on to them much longer, there aren't many conclusions to choose from.
Once I got the "my father/mother wanted me to be..." out of my life I was so much happier becoming what I wanted to be.
@Fred_Snerd can't pick your parents, unfortunately.
One thing about humans, they think that what makes them happy (even if they have to convince themselves to be happy) should be what makes you happy, too.
@Fred_Snerd can be hard to find. I got lucky and found one, so I marred her.