Who told you that calculus or whatever subject is more important than spirituality? Who told you that a primary school education in the USA is the best there is? Who told you all the things you hold to be true? Who told you that? Who told them that? Who decided that? Who made that choice for you? Why did you allow them to? Why are you still allowing it? Who told you society is supposed to be a certain way? Why do you believe it? Who told you what and who you are?
Maybe you should start with answering your own questions.