The numinous -Whatever is to you, mysterious or awe inspiring.Although I havent found anything yet that would really fit that description - Maybe hte nearest i ever got to something like this was the big ride at alton towers.

I realise this is going to sound a little New Agey, but it’s to do with the luminous qualities of life... self realisation, being open to the otherness. Being loving, being natural, being in harmony with the world. The search for enlightenment. All the things that Osho stood for.

Being an atheist means having realised that the probability of there being god(s) is so close to zero that it can be discounted. But that doesn’t mean that you have to be a materialist only. I think a lot of people feel that there is more to life, more beauty, more celebration than just the negative activity which is the denial of a Christian god.