Though I feel a pain that cuts to the bone ; I feel the grief behind my eyes ( but I cannot cry) ;not to be “ Manly” but I simply cannot I can only speculate why ( perhaps I have cried very hard when I was younger but perhaps I cannot cry another tear from it) ; I do love myself and accept myself and would never harm myself ( self preservation is strong and feel as though no one is worth harming myself over) though I seek help I really do hope a social worker can help ; is there still hope for me?
Good luck with the social worker! Let us know how it goes.
Thanks ; I’m fed up feeling this way; I just want to be happy and try to get back on track with my life and where I should be at 36
I’m just fed up with feeing this degree of pain and feeling grief behind my eyes and not being able to cry