This sucks! My mind will not shut up. I swear it takes a thought and runs with it like a mouse in a maze with no exits. I apologize to everyone in advance for Mr Hyde should he find his way to the surface. I am hurting right now but I never know if it is just the way my mind twists things or if it is legit. Going to go cry a lot and sleep a lot and return when my mind finds balance. Over and out.
I don't like the meds I'm on , but they are a whole lot better than the stuff I was on over 20 years ago . Most of them are derived from snakeroot , then they extract the byproducts from it to hamper the side effects . Like I said , I don't really like having to take meds , but I prefer them over the voices that have never gone away , they just mello a little Big difference though , & Seroquel XR is the best I've ever been prescribed , but I'm not so sure about the generic version though . . . ?
My last S.O. had a daughter with said affliction. Sweetest, cutest, smartest young woman you could ever want to meet; until the switch flipped. Usually, it was triggered by alcohol. You did not want to be anywhere near her when that happened.
I wish you did not have to deal with that, I know how it can affect you and others.