Okay, I've come to terms with myself and I know now that I'm not ugly. Only one guy said that, so F him. I seem to be turning heads in public a lot. I don't enjoy the attention. Men scream comments at me out of their car windows a lot. Idk if I should take that as a compliment or not? I'm so used to being called fat and ugly for my looks. I got bullied in school a lot. When I got into shape last year, grew my hair out, and grew into my womenly figure, is when people started to notice me. I'm not used to attention. I'm used to keeping to myself. At the gym everyone leaves me alone. They all don't care about anyone else but themselves. I'm the same way. I'm there for myself. So I feel safe when I'm there. Men ignore me and peacock around the weight machines. Lol. I've never been popular in school. I've always been an ambivert. So this attention thing is new for me and I don't like it. Do you enjoy attention?