Hi, I suggest looking at the app MeetUps in your area and finding a local atheist or humanist group. As far as ex Jehova Witnesses (is that what your abbreviation stands for), I would look for a fb group. Good luck!

I'm an ex-JW. I live in Ireland and I'm in my 60s but I talk about Watchtower stuff online whenever the topic comes up.

Heh, I thought either "justice warrior" and "jew". Didn't even think about Jehovah's witnesses. I can see how that religion could really screw up your development as a young adult, but fortunately people are very adaptable and I'd bet you'll blossom quite well. I hope you can find some other people your age (e.g. probably not here, so much) who share some of the same experiences, but I mostly hope you can just walk the fuck away and start doing normal human stuff like having fun and being decent just because, ASAP