Its 1973, just came back from Vietnam. Got married on 30 day leave. Moved to North Dakota. Made a lot of friends. Blacks were struggling. Riots break out. No black women to date. They started hitting on white women. NCO Club was a wife swapping place. Stayed clear of there. The freaking exorcist came out. So many people afraid because of whats taught in church. We all believed this crap. Some people are struggling big time. My wife is Pentecostal. I attended her church. They spoke in tongues and jumped and rolled and cried and women covering women as they fell to the ground. Im scared shitless. I believed this crap. Now the exorcist movie is working on a lot of us. Fear, fear ,fear. Some troops are worried. They've killed people. They're struggling. I'm struggling. I didnt know i had a damaged brain. I'm seeing things, feeling things. Im schizophrenic. I didnt know this. I think somethings out there. I struggled so long with no medicine. I carried this sickness untill 4 years ago. Caffeine triggers this. I backed off and slowed down and took meds. I actually thought i had a gift that haunted me. So did my sisters. We're all schizophrenic and didnt know it. Bottom line. If you think you got a gift, see a doctor. I no longer have that wife. My new wife is christian and knows im not. I respect her and never challenge her. I love her. Experience, strength, and hope. Take what you need and leave the rest.