My condolences to you. I lost a sister in 2013; the loss has been hard for us all, but especially my parents. No, losing a child is not the natural order of things.

I understand too well ?

You need to live for you and for him.

I'm so sorry for your loss. You're right -- no parent should outlive a child (of whatever age). Hold the memories close -- love remembered never dies.

I can't even imagine. I've had some scary momwants. I never felt as terrified, helpless, and anxious as I did waiting for test results or outside an operating room.

I'm sorry that you had to experience what l have only faced in nightmares. I wish I knew of anything that would help ease your pain. Hugs and Peace to you as well.

sorry you have to go through that

Your pain must be immeasurable. It’s certainly impossible for anyone else to imagine the unique grief you feel.
I hope you may strength and comfort among those who love you and Wyatt, and those of us who care about you - even from afar.
May your love for him bring you peace.