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There's a kind of terror inherent in parenting. Your children, that you love more than yourself, more than anything, that are the future to you - are in your hands. And you think, what if I get it all wrong, what if it's already too late. You wonder how life can even go on but you know it has to. And most of the time you have to just know that you are doing your best and maybe that means it's ok to let yourself off the hook when you screw up. But I have a lot of nights where I wonder if I the choices I made for them are correct and I get so scared that it's all wrong.