Big, big changes in my life right now. I just started OT/PT and tomorrow I have a CT scan to determine whether or not it's time to remove my port. At the same time, I'm looking at ways to both bring in more income and turn around a serious debt. A lot of tough things I'm dealing with, many that also require some hard truths and lifestyle changes that I'm finally facing. I have to keep reminding myself that I deserve better than I've given myself for so long, I deserve kindness and respect, and that I've got this. Even if I'm exhausted.