Sometimes I feel or felt lonely in my relationship I feel with the world. I feel so alone at times and I just can't escape my own thoughts and being myself or what I think of myself. I am sometimes so alone that I shut down every relationship and tried to focus on making myself better. I sometimes write about how I feel just to let it escape my mind and so I would not have to let it sucks up my energy.

Here is a poem, I would like to share with you
It is called Society is Lost

Society is lost,
but at what cost,
What withers a heartbreaking into a million tiny pieces?
Like a tear falling from your eye,

No one is there and you cry hoping someone out there in the wilderness.
That someone would hear you, and get you out of your life, that it is currently in a mess.
You are emotionally and psychically tired
They look you in the eye and no longer see the fire
that you once possess because it has been invaded by anger
As you put on your jeans that used to say, Wrangler
People, who used to be friends, disappear like as if a fog draws out. Just only their shadow

So, here you are now
Fighting to live, because tomorrow would be better if you can survive today
but it seems that life gets in its own way
to tried presents happy endings to those who wait
There is no one willing to date
if you don't love the person you are
it does not matter how much you care
because the world stripped you bare,
Don't you dare
point your finger at me!
I can look at you and see
what kind of person you don't want to show the world, because its ugly. As you are telling, yourself lies that you are beautiful
and I am truly is a wonderful
human being. I can not believe how blind I really was.

So, who is left in the audience to give me applause
no one? That’s who
It is the time that I got a fucking clue
to see love was right there, but it decides to commit suicide in front of me.
Time for me to get my degree
in love, I am not going to stop looking and continue to build the pieces to the best person I could be.
Start by loving, who else than with me

Society is lost
but at what cost
if it loses a bright mind.
One day the stars would align
that I would find one true love and I lived happily ever after.
That is the end
My friends

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