To my fellow thinkers, the agnostics:

Well, I spent the Xmas holidays with my daughters and their families....and my ex is here too with her new hubby. This is his 5th marriage and he is a compulsive liar. He spent a lot of time in prison for selling dope....but he is 'saved' now. They really don't know the truth about him but at least he is not a dope fiend.....and alcoholic. I am venting now because they are all fanatic Christians and I think I came to the last straw a few nights ago.

Anyway, we had a Xmas dinner and all of that and i went to the Xmas service for my grand kids before the dinner. They want me there where now I see that as a mistake. MY grand son was dressed up as a shepard in a play type of thing. Since I don't believe any of this bullshit, the church thing always makes me feel like a hypocrit, some guy is up there trying to tell me what is gonna happen to me when I die. My daughter has been married to this guy for almost 10 years, he is studying theology and dreams of having his own church some day. He is a hard core Bible thumper who does NOT talk to his own birth mother....(she is a loon, just like his whole family......thank
god, Jesus really did save this guy. The whole family are a bunch of nut cases!!! ). He reads only the Bible, and nothing else. I've study Buddhism, Hinduism, went to Jewish temples.....went to IANDS meetings for 10 years. I am a humanitarian universalist, in other words I will listen to anyone and what they think. I meant there is something way bigger out there running the progam here, that is for sure.
This whole thing of "Jesus is the only way to eternal life"...is all nonsense. I met plenty of athiests and Jews who had NDEs and went thru the tunnel and all of that.

Anyway, after the get together, my son in law had made a cake for the party. And on top of the cake he had written "Happy Birthday Jesus".....and it was done in red frosting. Well, it had started to melt and had started to drip onto the side of the cake.

It looked pretty gross. and my ex's new husband made the statement that he felt it was "very appropriate".....because IT ACTUALLY LOOKED LIKE BLOOD!!!......He actually said, "well, God killed him....so it is appropriate".....like i really want to drink blood, I want to eat blood....and the Jesus really "died for us".....God's only begotten son. Which is all bullshit. It was the final straw for me. Wow, I can't believe how brainwashed they are.

Just wonderful how God treated his only son.....and also how about the guy that lived inside the big fish??? And the boat full of animals, and "dung throwing".....and the"keep all the virgins for yourself".....the "selling of your daughters" , and "slavery"......the list goes on and on.

Most of the time when I talk here, it's like talking to myself.....because i am "below" them.....they keep trying to lay all this crap on me....and they know I'm NOT a Christian. I do believe in God, but not one as depicted in the Bible.

I mean come on!! How many thousands of people Christians have killed over the centuries in the name of Jesus.....the witch hunts....the Catholic pedophiles..... the American Indian???.OMG.....it's pure insanity. Organized religions are criminal trespassing if you ask me. This is America and it is our protected right to believe what we want.

I am gonna to have to avoid coming down here for Xmas anymore. Really some sick stuff. I was raised Lutheran, but those days are long gone.

There is a great book out there called "JOURNEY OF SOULS"......by Newton. It is a great book about reincarnations. Which is fine and dandy, but when I die, I don't want to come back here. I've had enough.

Everybody have a great New Year, thanks for letting me vent......to somebody anyway.....these people are crazy.