I am well aware of my state of being. I failed on all 9 or 10 or so of the international prognosis indicators, so I should not have survived. Furthermore, the same factors indicate that I will likely have a recurrence of the disease and I know that the my chances if that happens are very slim. But, being a Asperger's Syndrome person and 75 years old it does not really matter much to me...if I don't die from cancer, I will likely die from something else (stroke, aneurysm, heart disease, etc.) soon enough anyway.

@dahermit That's a good frame of mind to have, after all Death is one of the certainties in life, No-one can escape death.

@Triphid Yup...I had to be born to get here, will have to die to leave.

I do not find such sites useful inasmuch as they are general boilerplate such as I got from my outpatient oncology clinic.

@dahermit I think this one is exceptionally good. There are also links there to online discussion groups.

@Amisja I have perused online discussion groups and find that they are mostly of a emotional support nature which, as a high-functioning Asperger's Syndrome person, of little to no utility for me...I do not need/did not need emotional support, I only seek data. The posters on such sites are laymen, not medical persons.

@dahermit Would you like me to find some medical articles? I can check the international journals and RC medical stuff? Might take me a while

@Amisja No thanks...I have performed many searches myself.

@dahermit ok