Not feeling suicidal over the seasonal period but hoping to just expire at times.
I do not have a death wish but I pretty much feel the same way. I am ready to go on the day of my demise whenever that may be.
Perhaps it is to do with age, having had enough of suffering and seeing suffering, so as a result, I would not fight any serious health issue for instance.
Chin up dude! That's what my granddaughter calls me. Pain sucks...any kind. Be strong.
The pain I felt was the pain of another and was at a loss of what to do, still am.
I'm in the warm sunshine but think I know what you mean.
There are times when I feel that I'm past my 'good till date'.
I was in a very depressing situation over the seasonal period and naturally expiring seemed very appealing.
@PaulHughes ,
Problem is that there are a lot of unpleasant ways to expire. Not too many go quickly & easily.
I sometimes think maybe I should quit while I'm ahead of the game, so to speak.