It was such a strange feeling to be sexually abused as a child. The initial response was bafflement. It took time to rationalise what happened. That wasn't easy in the 1960s and 70s when the whole society was in denial about it. I'm so pleased that it has all come into public knowledge. I can't imagine how many people lost their lives because they couldn't live with themselves as partakers of homosexual sex. Then there were the people whose quality of life was so bad that they were walking dead. I think the perpetrators had no idea that they were ruining lives when they did what they did. If they did, they must have had an outlook on life that was satanic.