I was active here a few months ago, then guess I got timed out. Anyway, I sometimes attend 1st Unitarian-Universalist of OKC, which has a number of recovering Christians and atheists like me, but I get my (for lack of a better word) spiritual satisfaction from writing, especially songwriting.
Maybe, your heart is a song? I loved that 'yard' work, as well! In my condo here, I had a 20x50 ft yard and it never measured up! But, I will have a 5 acre desert, if I can get all this moving wrapped up!