This is an amazing site. You can get anything you want. I would have a relationship with the right person, and I have met some people here with whom I am agnostic friends. Makes a person feel they are not alone in the world.
Your words ring true to me because I have found that once you become agnostic/atheist you have a different shared kinship with other human beings. Everything becomes different. My own daughters tell me they "believe in god in their own way." Everybody I know wants to give some ability to their invisible god. The answer to almost anything for the world at large is to "pray." Talking with my lifelong theist friend about the universe brings him to "god did it" when we reach a point that should be answered with "we don't know." I'm pushing 73 and find more people carrying guns. I'm also afraid but apparently not of the same things they are.
Most of the above makes me feel alone. This site is a breath of fresh air!